the seeking disciple (Epiphany A2)

One peculiarity to John's Gospel is his glimpse into the lives of the men who would become the disciples. Mark emphasizes Jesus' authority as he walks along the sea and calls to the fishermen to follow him. No questions, no conversation, no hesitation, they follow.

John presents us with seekers. Followers of The Baptist who are anxious to see this Lamb of God who would take away the sins of the world, follow Jesus. John becomes less as he sees the One and says look there he is! His disciples leave and follow Jesus.

Jesus turns around and asks, "What are you looking for?"

What was going through their heads? What are we looking for? Just what John said to look at, the long awaited messiah? Are you he? What will happen now? So many questions.

"Rabbi, where are you staying?"

That's all they could muster, but their meaning is clear. We will follow you anywhere. There excitement is palpable as they find their friends and bring them to see Him.

What kind of commitment are we offering him? What will we do?

Though lest we become wrapped up in the doing and devotion, the Psalm reminds us there is nothing we can do to ransom our lives. Seek you seeker! for your salvation rests in the grace of this One.